It's time for my daily shower! Though I'm reallllllllllllllllllly lazy to go through the process, I know I can't stand being dirty more... Thus, I tend to think a lot when going through the motions..

After the trip back to TK today, I'm thinking about how much have I changed since 14 years ago and it doesn't seems much..

I am still who I am, still making my own decisions, still making mistakes and learning to make up for my mistakes. Though being there makes me remember the silly things I have done and the immature mindset I had. I'm glad I had the chance to go through that stage and come to this realization.

It doesn't matter if people tried to influence you or if the situation calls for it, the only person who can make the decision for the next step is yourself. It shouldn't matter and never have to matter if you're labelled a coward or a hero because you made the choice in the first place. The only thing that should matter is that if you wish to have that label define you as you or change it.

Life is too short to blame others, judge others and alter yourself to suit others. Being true to yourself and respecting others is what I believe as the way to live. If having regrets is stopping you from choosing what you want, it will probably help to remember regrets is only a possibility and also a part of growing up.