Monday, May 28, 2012
m&v
-feelings inside ;
Saturday, May 26, 2012
Looking back at all the past entries since 2005, I amused myself with the silly and straightforward rantings I made (mostly at odd timings) with the oddest post titles and strange content that I sometimes believe that my doppelgänger was the one writing them. It simply does not sound like the me I know of.
Funny how time flies and now this is the 8th year you have been with me and I'm almost 25! I shall reflect and be honest with myself that I have done nothing of significance in these 25 years, follow through nothing, gotten myself stuck in the degree system without the perseverance to get out of it and finally making enough moola to be a certified shopaholic.
There, the crux of the problem with my life now. Created by yours truly, maintained by yours truly, abhorred by yours truly. Concerned loved ones are tired of expecting me to graduate, I'm tired of the system, they are tired of nagging at me, I'm tired of trying to meet their expectations. I'm tired of trying to graduate. I'm just simply tired! But I cannot not try again and again, because I just can't let go of the fact I'm without a degree to face the world and the fact that people around me have it. I'm superficial and yet lazy to work hard for it. My excuse? I'm simply not happy doing what I need to do to graduate, yet I have to.
Now, all I pray for is that I have the strength over the next 2 days to grit my teeth and strive on to scrape through the last paper and graduate. I'm not asking for distinctions or anything. I just want to finally exit this déjà vu mess I created. Please grant me the strength and the will to do so.
Side note: *Gotta love this blogger iPhone app! Convenience is luxury!*
m&v
-feelings inside ;
...YES, ME.
val lim
25 Sep 1987
nutter
earrings! more earrings!
no spiders, liars for me.
...LOVELY ANGELS
ICE ANGEL
tangGuo
yIxIn
dAphaNe
sImIn
jAsminE
yIxUaN
eDith
wEnQi
lil'lulu
...FADED FEELINGS
...KISS AND TELL
i want kimchi!!
...SPILLED OUT
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