
Saturday, March 27, 2010
' i shun the intimacy of beings, for i fear the end of my masquerade.'
'the fragility of human interaction, breaks the heart of the hopeful.'
growing up. planning ahead. being politically right. I instead of me. bleahX.
we don't want to grow up, we don't wish to be left behind. we are so full of contradictions that we amuse ourselves. and yet, we managed to move on in that state of uncertainty until death do us part. we are beings with feelings and humanoids without emotions.
we resist but follow, rebel but conform. for the better good?
-feelings inside ;
Monday, March 08, 2010
growing up with tears and heartache.
growing up with confusion and misunderstandings.
what is growing up?
moving forward, never looking back.
moving forward, never giving up.
and ultimately, what is the goal/future/aim?
let's get out of this rut soon.
-feelings inside ;
Thursday, March 04, 2010
"You're Not Sorry"
All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around
You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no oh
Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before
But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no, oh
You're not sorry no no oh
You had me crawling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade
So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no oh
You're not sorry, no no oh
-feelings inside ;
Monday, March 01, 2010
damn it. i have to delete the text message on accident and now i have nothing to copy and paste, and i cant bitch about it. annoying.
anyway, my respect for her just went down 10 notches. Did i mentioned where it was previously? sIGH...
-feelings inside ;