
Monday, March 03, 2008
just me and the four walls. the pale light of the monitor. sunshine from a bulb.
that's how i lived my un-life life for the past 10 days. in isolation.
all by myself in this room. stuck in a moment. day and night doesn't matter.
rest when the eyelids droop. wake when you could no longer dream.
nowhere to go. no one to see. nothing seems to matter.
it's just my monitor and me.
if this is how jail is like, i believe i have been jailed for a week. on my own account.
no wonder my brother preaches like any other social butterfly.
i must have been a horror to his social senses.
closed up. caged up. antisocial.
i embrace technology. i embrace virtual world.
i loathe reality. i loathe social norms.
choose a mask and face the world.
choose the prettiest of 'em all!
there's aplenty for everyone!
choose this, and you'll be nice and polite.
choose that, and you'll be humble and sweet.
and, oh! that will make you as lovely as Queen Guinevere.
insane.loony.deranged.mad.short circuited.
m&v
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