Wednesday, September 05, 2007
i wont run away by changing into another course. i cant possibly change course each time i dun succeed in making it thru the next stage. there's a limit to this runaway act, "the easy way out
". going through it will be hell and a definite slap in the face of a lesson well learn, given the cost of the mistake. literally $$$.
i dunno how am i going to cope with it next school year and definitely do not know how to tell my mum about it. she will nag and i will sulk, and she will nag some more. and this vicious cycle go on for the next 9 mths. for pregnant ladies, it will be a bittersweet process while it's plain bitter without the sweets and constant ache for me. not that i'm grousing about my mum's good intentions nagging, more of i know very well how i will take it to heart and blame myself and then get sad about it. then have no mood to do anything. then i dun want to know.
i'm not giving up even it's hell to go through it. i once enjoyed the lessons, i will definitely enjoy it again and get more info into my presently inactive brains.
"when all hopes are lost, you will find it in your optimism."
m&v
-feelings inside ;
...YES, ME.
val lim
25 Sep 1987
nutter
earrings! more earrings!
no spiders, liars for me.
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ICE ANGEL
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yIxIn
dAphaNe
sImIn
jAsminE
yIxUaN
eDith
wEnQi
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...FADED FEELINGS
...KISS AND TELL
i want kimchi!!
...SPILLED OUT
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