
Monday, April 09, 2007
at this age of 20, we should not be fretting over who is your friend or who is going to leave, right? instead, we should have friendships that are formed a long time ago during our innocence, when we are truly who we were, when friendships are pure. now, these friendships formed during such precious times should be maintained, not by constant meetings but by keeping them in our hearts till eternity and just being there. not that constant meetings is awful or useless, they are treasured and very fun but we all have our own lives to live, to experience, diff new things to know of and share with those who really matter.... seeing my dears happy with or without me makes me glad that they are blessed with such happiness and with the one they are with... it does not matter if they do not have time for me nor there is a need to compensate me for neglecting me cause we have all grown up and it's time to take our friendship to a higher level? those i hold dear to my heart will know that i'm doing so... i only have so few of them, so i don't wish to lose any...
i like being alone and is very contented being so... just grant me a mountain high of romance novels and i will really love you... i love seeing those beautiful stories unfolding before my eyes... i love reading them cause they give me nice memories and thus making me happy in a weird sort of manner... maybe because they form lovely dreams and making people have hope or rather, more optimistic...? haha... now i sound like a girl trapped in fiction. nope, i am not. i just like the happiness protrayed.
i'm definitely here to stay, i'm just unreliable in keeping on time and have a memory of an extraordinary old goldfish, plus i love tuning out sometimes... but dun worry, i'm here to stay and too lazy too change too much.. heh...
do me a favour, be happy always and hurry get married!! so i can fuss over you during the weeding, ooops! wedding or let you drag me all over the country in search of nonsense can!?!?!? =)
love you guys... <3
always.
m&v
-feelings inside ;