Feelings Within

Saturday, September 02, 2006

been feeling down lately.... sleep late, irregular meals or junk food for meals... no wonder i began to start looking so bad and worn out. so ugly *covers face*

been out for tuition since 11am. first tuition at 12, second at 3, third at 5. that amounts up to six hours of tuition. tiring but i feel good about helping these kids and one actually showed improvement, and i really felt happy for her. i guess that is what you call job satisfaction which money can't buy... considering about taking up one more tuition kid, but my time management kind of sucks big time. so that will have to put on hold first.

another thing to worry about is my salsa lessons. i feel that it is a waste to give it up now, but i can't find the willingness to attend lessons. haiz, but i like salsa!

went for dinner with edith, her dear friend aka teddy and teddy's weird friend. what a combination. teddy should have a portfolio of expressions. he got the weird combinations of emotions combined into one expression, like bewildered and amused combined into a half-grinning and utterly blur look. god knows how he did it, but he did it. he must have lots of practices on it. edith and him seems utterly sweet that dessert was not necessary, not that i can fit in another morsel of chocolate induglence after that awful fish & chips. they are CLOUD NINE couple of the year. heh. dinner was okay with me looking pretty forlorn over my poor nose flooded with mucus. haha. that's kind of disgusting. but i swear i'll never want to order fish & chips again. the standard have drop and fish looks slighty over "tanned"... one thing that amazes me is how the brain works, at platinum 2. i mean that of the service staff over there. we have to request for sauces at least thrice to get our point across. okay, i'm very mean. but tsk, their service is lacking.

still desperately blowing my red nose and wondering how am i going to swim without my nose causing me to drown. good night.