Monday, July 10, 2006
just received ntu's letter of rejection for my appeal... felt kind of sad, like this is the last hope of entering local being winked out... not that i really like the course i was appealing to, just a sense of disappointment at knowing i wasnt good enough... seems like i've been screwing up alot of things and it makes me feel like a useless failure... then again, maybe it's god's will that i got rejected by both uni... probably the management course in sim will suit me better?
life is not easy to live through and i feel that i got nothing to look forward to in the future.
meaningless existence, hopeless pinning...
michelle, magan and myself are in this group called mosaic&you, and we are running a customised shoe painting and jewellery making business... we sold more than 10 pairs of shoes, made more than 100 bucks and are about to cover investment cost, but i'm still in this state of disbelief that people will actually buy the shoes i designed and painted, or the jewellery i made. the feeling is great and makes you grin at the thought of it... who have thought we will actually sell out the shoes? i know when we start a business, we must expect to sell and sell well... heh, i'm so glad that the shoes are selling... it makes me feel like 'hey, someone actually willing to pay for my work' =)
ending my work with tti asia inc. next fri and even though i dont like the work there anymore, i dread to think how fast the 2 weeks of rest can go by... and my fav crapping partner is back at home, enjoying his spoilt brat days... nincompoop. never tell me he went off. maybe still angry with me about the tuition kid. haiz... plus my dear friends are all having the happily ever time in couple-dom, which makes me feel like a bright street lamp each time i go out with them and their boyfriends are around... *bright* *bright*
oh yea... tk band won the best display band for the 5th time in a row ( dont they get sick of winning it? like no kick anymore)... congrats to them and a last good bye to outdoor band comp... outdoor band comp is where the good memories stay when the members move on with their lives and to become who they really are, instead of the tk band member we remember. and the stadium is going to be tear down... hmmm... i will miss that place, where we see bowen girls shake their butts.. heh, they did it quite well... =)
masquerade&val
-feelings inside ;
...YES, ME.
val lim
25 Sep 1987
nutter
earrings! more earrings!
no spiders, liars for me.
...LOVELY ANGELS
ICE ANGEL
tangGuo
yIxIn
dAphaNe
sImIn
jAsminE
yIxUaN
eDith
wEnQi
lil'lulu
...FADED FEELINGS
...KISS AND TELL
i want kimchi!!
...SPILLED OUT
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