
Friday, January 06, 2006
i dunno wat am i doin now. talking to 2 bimbos and 1 missing guy on msn. *screams* i cant go for any freakin holidays cause my square dad got this notion that i will not make the trip back home. dont they get it??? argh.. and my dog is tearing my house and my mum is callin me to check up on him. STUPID AMOS! :( my remote controls are punctuated with his trademark teeth shape. my washing cloths have VERY big holes in them. oh ya.. he just did some lovely drawings on my hand with his teeth. i feel like tying a bandage around his cursed mouth. den he will look like some mummy and join the mummy family in Egypt and happily chew their bandages off and not my shirt. hmph!
went for job interview today and i failed again.. haiz.. but the interview was pretty challenging. i am supposed to tell why she hire me and fire her present promoters. not only that, i have to convince her on the spot to buy a bum equipment product. the other person has to convince her to buy the hair dye. that was the second interview. the first, the interviewer told me to describe myself from nothing. no more was the 'how are you?' 'oh.. you just graduate, you dun mind workin as this this this?' this interview wants you to hard sell yourself and you know if you dun meet the quota during the job, you get fired.. does not matter.. i was actually hoping they dun pick me at all.. seriously.. all i have in mind now is to slack at home and wait for doomsday.. e release of the results.
went down to nyp e previous day.. spoke to a lecturer there.. see the light on the differences between occupational therapy and physiotherapy.. but was pretty worried after that.. intake for the course is based on grades and each intake is small.. slim chances goin into the course... even slimmer chances getting the scholarship.. sad to say.. i dun think my results will be tt great.. now, i can only pray and hope that i will make it through. at coffee bean, ilays was relatin his story of the o level release day.. and he really sounds suicidal.. i dunno what to say except that i'm happy with my 19 points though it is no big deal to many people cause at that time i was actually preparin myself to accept that i have to go to poly if i dun make it. was happy for only awhile cause i realise 19 points really sucked. i really dun wish to appeal again.. how many times can i appeal in life? how many times is there room for redemption?? how many chances do i get?
now my bro is kissing my dog. screw loose.
~mv~
-feelings inside ;