
Saturday, November 26, 2005
Someone just throw me into isolation pleassssssssssssssssssssssse!!!!! i think i'm at e final stage of being a mad nut soon.. very soon... dump me somewhere that there could be no one to interfere with me exploring my inner self..
this is an identity crisis. hai.. i cant go on sighing everyday, making all things around me half dead.. that will be so erm... mean?
hah.. i need isolation.. a state of mind where i can ponder and identitfy ME.
you can call it escapism but i dun give a damn... i just need to run away from now and find what i need to make me whole??
this world is like a snow globe.. so surreal.. i dun feel like i'm alive.. i feel like i'm watching a movie of my life playin before me.. except that i dun see myself in it.. sounds wrong.. hai ya.. whatever~
this screwed up life of mine needs no other saviour except for myself... val jia you! jia you!
whoopeeee!
ps: you must be thinkin wat's wrong with me when u read the above.. dun worry. i PERFECTLY sane. =) i'm just frustrated. and SIAN.
~mv~
-feelings inside ;
You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anythingyou see
I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
if you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you
you came along just like a songand brighten my day
who would of believed that you where part of a dream
now it all seems light years away
and now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
you see I feel sad when your sad
I feel glad when you're glad
if you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile
now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me
and you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
you see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
if you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you
Cant smile without you~ Barry Mannilow/ The Carpenters
-feelings inside ;