Monday, August 29, 2005
1. I always wanted to have someone to hold, someone to love. And now that
you've come into my life...
(Inside card) - I've changed my mind.
2. I must admit, you brought religion into my life...
(Inside card) - I never believed in Hell until I met you .
3. As the days go by, I think how lucky I am....
(Inside card) - That you're not here to ruin it for me .
4. Congratulations on your promotion. Before you go..
(Inside card) - Will you take the knife from my back?You'll probably need it again.
5. Someday I hope to marry...
(Inside card) - Someone other than you .
6. Happy Birthday! You look great for your age....
(Inside card) - Almost lifelike !
7. When we were together, you said you'd die for me...
(Inside card!) - Now we've broken up, I think it's time to keep your promise.
8. We've been friends for a very long time...
(Inside card) - What do you say we stop ?
9. I'm so miserable without you...
(Inside card) - It's almost like you're still here .
10. Congratulations on your new bundle of joy....
(Inside card) - Did you ever find out who the father was ?
11. You are such a good friend. If we were on a sinking ship and there was only one life jacket... (Inside card) - I'd miss you terribly and think of you often .
12. Your friends and I wanted to do something special for your birthday...
(Inside card) - So we're having you put to sleep .
13. Looking back over the years we've been together, I can't help but wonder...
(Inside card) - What was I thinking ?
14. Congratulations on your wedding day!
(Inside card) - Too bad no one likes your husband/wife.
~m&v~
-feelings inside ;
Sunday, August 28, 2005
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized.
Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize.
Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool.
Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed.Loyal.
Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous.
Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information.
Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding.
Fun to be around. Secretive. leisureand traveling. Hardly shows emotions.
Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
huh?!?! haha.. got this outta somewhere...
27 aug... i broke up with him...
two draggy years of painful relationship is finally over..
sweet ending.. became good pals.. haha..
i'm happy with the way it ended...
loved him. hated him.
love him more as a fren.
this chapter of my life has ended.. :)
Put your head on my shoulder
Hold me in your arms, baby
Squeeze me oh so tight
Show me that you love me too
Put your lips next to mine, dear
Won't you kiss me once, baby
Just a kiss goodnight, may be
You and I will fall in love
Some people say that love's a game
A game you just can't win
If there's a wayI'll find it someday
And then this fool will rush in
Put your head on my shoulder
Whisper in my ear, baby
Words I want to hear
Tell me, tell me that you love me too.
Some people say that love's a game
A game you just can't win
If there's a wayI'll find it someday
And then this fool will rush in
Put your head on my shoulder
Whisper in my ear, baby
Words I want to hear, tell me
Put your head on my shoulder
~michael buble. put your head on my shoulder~
~m&v~
-feelings inside ;
Monday, August 22, 2005
first, the doctor will insert a scalpel into your uterus.. and he will start scrapping the walls of your uterus.. to disintegrate your foetus.
here is the gory part... the doctor will take out his beloved scalpel and insert this tube which is akin to the dentist tube that suck up your saliva as he do your teeth.. but this tube mentioned here is not for saliva but for your cut up foetus... and whooossh... into the tube it goes and to the plastic container in a bloody mess...
and another life is discarded into the bin like it's price-less...
dun worry.. the probability that you will undergo this is pretty low.. as your uterus is damaged in one way or another... and you cant conceive easily...( no offense)
i was watching the addictive black box and saw this nurse describing the process... heh.. it was not that explicit as written here but still... it made mi swallow real hard.. :S
i thank god that my mum wants me and she was not in a dilemma to discard me cause of one moment's folly...
~one moment's pleasure is a lifetime's pain.~
~m&v~
-feelings inside ;
as i was sayin.. slacker day.. woke up and ate... den well.. i went to lie on my very comfortable bed and off to dreamland i went..
i had this weird dream.. not too sure whether it's a reflection of the present situation or just part of my fanatasy...
the setting of my dream is actually in my primary school... and the people there? well.. they are junior college students.. seems like some big event that combines all junior college together in one place.. an unseemly place like a primary school to host a junior college event?? sometimes our imagination is beyond our scope of imagination..
saw all my secondary school friends and so on.. dunno why but i had this cute little hamster in my hands and never seems to stop biting mi... and was unable to get rid of it... and weirdly.. i know i had to return it to my classmate but i simply cant find her.. in the dream..
then i was walking along the path next to the science garden and i saw him. with a gal. engrossed in how to apply medicine on a rodent similar to what i am holding.. here is the weird part... i pretend to accidently drop the poor little hamster so i could get his attention... *ouch!* well.. it got his attention and we pretend not to see each other.. i quickly picked up the poor hamster and walked off..
can't remember what happened later... so we fast forward till this part where i saw him getting out his classroom... weird part no. 2.. i saw his tie was out of position and very puny... anyway he looks like some ah beng here... sleeves folded up and god knows what... den i went up to him to adjust his tie.. he just smile at mi... and was busy on the phone... *scratches head* since when he was talking on a mobile.. so i went on adjusting his tie.. den he ran away... *???????* funny that there is a change in mood at how we regard each other in both encounters...
ookay.. this is weird part no. 3.. gee.. this is getting a liitle too surreal... kelly, serene, mi and all the gals are queuing up to get our cheongsams size... for chinese new year in school.. hey.. i was actually thinking about what shoes to wear and stuff like that... den everyone got their sizes and designs done except mi.. and they are running off to meet their appointments.. did i mention that he was in the shop too..? doing the same thing but for the male version... haha.. *imagines a male in body fitting cheongsam tt shows off *curves**coincidently.. his queue was left with him and mine, me...
and... that was all i could remember or rather the end of the weird dream...
~m&v~
masquerade & val
-feelings inside ;
Thursday, August 18, 2005
Just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking
Every breath with you
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all
How can you just walk away from me
When all I can do is watch you leave
'Cause we've shared the laughter and the pain
And even shared the tears
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now
Oh there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against all odds
And that's what I've got to face
I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
But to wait for you is
All I can do
And that's what I've got to face
Take a good look at me now
'Cause l'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
That's the chance I've qot to take
Take a look at me now
~against all odds by mariah carey~
-feelings inside ;
Sunday, August 14, 2005
feelin like i have been plunged into darknes..
sadness engulf mi.. trappin me, suffocatin me.
life is such a pain, yet we must walk on.
i feel like a fool, yet i carry on being one.
now, is heaven playin a joke on mi or life is just a big fat joke?
i made a choice, and it made mi sad. real sad.
not tt i'm regrettin it.. just tt i'm sad..
i will get over it. no point stayin in this episode of my horrendous life.
i will find out what am i living for and be happy.
meanwhile.. let my heart crack a little and weep.
i miss my friends.. i miss joy.. but 1st priority is studies.
so i will stop missin anything now.
~m&v~
-feelings inside ;
Friday, August 12, 2005
wateva...
~m&v~
-feelings inside ;
why people hate algebra?
cos unlike 1+2=3; 3=2+1.. a+b can equal to c,d,e,f,g,h... heh.. cos a and b is variable! haha..
i'm goin bonkers sooon! and prelims is inching a little too fast, too near... i got an aversion towards exams.. just learnt e word aversion in gp today.. haha.. :)
hmmm... after exams.. which is e dreadful a's.. but i'm gonna overcome it..
i wannna...
1. go for make up and hairstyling course.
2. take up dance class??
3. learn a language
4. i know! i know! jewel art!
5. read books.. collect them.. :)
i wanna do it all in a peaceful mindset... somehow this will somehow become my motivation for studyin now..
sufferings before happines..
~m&v~
-feelings inside ;
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
hahaha... like very long never blog le.. hmmm.. band concert was just over and i'm alreadi missin my darlings in the section... and my trombone... 1 and 1/2 years have passed very quickly... it's amazing how much closer we have became closer over this period.. especially the 6 gals... :) goodness.. i'm really gonna miss all the times when we went mad and did all those silly things.. it's great to have such wonderful friends in band.. and weixiang and daphne.. heh.. even though i have been quarrelling with daphne recently.. boo! haha..
dear friends.. you guys will always have a place in my heart.. you will never be forgotten.. :P
It’s the friends you can call up at four a.m. that matter.
Marlene DietrichGerman movie actress (1901 - 1992)
Friendship is certainly the finest balm for the pangs of disappointed love.
Jane Austen, Northanger AbbeyEnglish novelist (1775 - 1817)
~m&v~
-feelings inside ;
...YES, ME.
val lim
25 Sep 1987
nutter
earrings! more earrings!
no spiders, liars for me.
...LOVELY ANGELS
ICE ANGEL
tangGuo
yIxIn
dAphaNe
sImIn
jAsminE
yIxUaN
eDith
wEnQi
lil'lulu
...FADED FEELINGS
...KISS AND TELL
i want kimchi!!
...SPILLED OUT
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