
Saturday, May 14, 2005
haha... so long nvr blog... hmmm... fri.. i went to kel's class to find her for toilet break... den beside her was that moron chan peiyuan... i called her a few times and she cant hear and tt dumbass keep shooin mi away... den i called a little louder and tt oh-so-great dumb ass raised his marvellous hand and called "MADAM!" oh great... i went back to my class and ms sha said that was a fast toilet break... band pract was boring and i wasnt in e greatest of moods...so sian... and lonely when i reach home... everyone seems to have somethingin their life to work for and i dun wish to work... laziness got e better of mi... hmmm... den edith called mi.. kinda guilty towards her cos i wasnt in e mood to chat... when she start her usual questions firing... i was like help... my brain was officially shut down yest...
haha.. today was not bad.. went to study with kel and later went to tampines to get my specs and shop for awhile.. hmmm... shoppin alone is kinda fun...
recently.... i was thinking that i would be truly happy for him if he succeed in getting what he wants... whether anot i'm by his side.. in other words, i'm happy for him when he achieved his own happines.. e same goes for my friends... i'm happy when they are happy.. den i was thinking whether i shld be friends with him only... so both can concentrate on our studies... hmmm... cos at e end of this year i still dunno whether he's leaving wo a word again... i always feel that he will oni bother abt mi when he want smtg... compianionship or i dunno.. recently i just sms him saying he always so careless with mi.. sad..
shall think about him... should think how to disturb serene and her new target... and my horrible homework i vowed to conquer!!!!!!!!
~mv~
-feelings inside ;