
Saturday, April 30, 2005
hmmm... seems like an eternity that i actually posted something.. haiz.. beeen sooo busi with band that i cant be bothered to switch on the comp... but these past weeks i've been on e point of breakin down cause of conflicts betwwwn friends and sometimes because of homework.. it's so taxing mentally that i wanna cry and cry but i gotta be strong. it's not e end of the road... even if things are not working out well i must hold on to my sanity and strive on... but this seems to be harder and harder to do... i dunno what is right thing to do these days... ~lost soul~
haiz... syf in a few days time and woah... i'm actually feelin nervous.... hope we do well and along e way gain those previous memories which we could back upon..
"wateva we had in past, those memories and love, is being ruin by our gradual steps away from each other. is it so hard to keep wat we loved together?"
~mv~
-feelings inside ;
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
Mmm…
Tell me her name I want to know
The way she looks
And where you go
I need to see her face
I need to understand
Why you and I came to an end
Tell me again I want to hear
Who broke my faith in all these years
Who lays with you at night
When I'm here all alone
Remembering when I was your own
I'll let you go
I'll let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why I'll let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow
Tell me the words I never said
Show me the tears you never shed
Give me the touch
That one you promised to be mine
Or has it vanished for all time
I'll let you go
I'll let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why I'll let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow
I close my eyes
And dream of you and I
And then I realize
There's more to life than only bitterness and lies
I close my eyes I'd give away my soul
To hold you once again
And never let this promise end
I'll let you go
I'll let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why I'll let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow, mmm…
one of my favourite songs... haha... nice song.... though a bit sad... time passes so fast... help help... i wanna jump! startin to like maths hw... but got a lot.... *faints* haha.. gotta do work le... *muackz*
~mv~
-feelings inside ;
hiaz.. too many things are happening at the same time... it's tiring.. but dun we all grow thru this process? one thing i realised... we have to take a step back sometimes to see clearly what is a person like...
-feelings inside ;
Sunday, April 03, 2005
"you used to call me your darling and swept me off my feet... now you are telling me that you never meant what you said?
jerk. you stole my heart only to return it bruised and worn. completely incapable of feelings.
when problems arise you only know how to run and run and run... leaving me to pick up the pieces of my heart.
am i ever there for you? never. cos u never open your heart to me, never letting me share your troubles or joy with you.
now, you are halfway out of the door and there's nothing i can do but to stare and ask why?"
haiz.. broken hearts everywhere and it's part of life... gals, pick up the pieces and walk on bravely. you will be who you always wanna be. jerks, get a life and castrate yourself if possible and be an eunuch cause it will create less miserable people on earth... but thanks for making us stronger... :D guys, love the gals you are with... unless they are screaming and whiny ladies den reconsider... haha.. i'm crappin about the truths in relationship and it's fun... really.. haiz.. sick of troubles... focus on other things ba...
~mv~
-feelings inside ;