Feelings Within

Thursday, March 31, 2005

i just woke up from a looong afternoon nap like an hour and half ago? darn tired mentally... couldn't focus the entire day always ending up writin the wrong things... even now i'm still so restless... must really keep up on my homework.... i realised that my mind was a blank when my chem teacher was goin thru the tutorial.. as i'm typin now i have to retype so many words cause i'm spelling nonsense...
the acjc concert yesterday was really good... good selection of songs... but i kinda pity acs(barker) they came on stage with hardly more den 50 people? it was like a stage set up to show how "lousy" they were as compared to acjc and acs(I)... it was damn mean... the star section of the night is prob the woodwinds... they really sound magical in a way.. the money paid for the ticket is really worth it's while.. e flower i bought for marco was sooo poor thing... when i bought it, it was fresh and alive.... when i gave it to him, it was near it's death... e petals were all drooping downwards... sooo sad.. haha... we took a pic together(FINALLY!!)... he was busy as usual, looking for his friends and what not... while lookin at him, i realised we belong to diff worlds and it's hard for both of us to understand each other world... 11.48 and i'm still typing this... i hope things will be more optimistic for mi as i continue to push myself to work, and work harder... as i was tellin my classmate today... even though i wanna go to a poly, i still have to get at least an Ace for my a levels, if not i will be letting myself down.. i went thru much efforts to get into this school and i am gonna get all b and cs or below? no way man!
~mv~