Thursday, March 31, 2005
the acjc concert yesterday was really good... good selection of songs... but i kinda pity acs(barker) they came on stage with hardly more den 50 people? it was like a stage set up to show how "lousy" they were as compared to acjc and acs(I)... it was damn mean... the star section of the night is prob the woodwinds... they really sound magical in a way.. the money paid for the ticket is really worth it's while.. e flower i bought for marco was sooo poor thing... when i bought it, it was fresh and alive.... when i gave it to him, it was near it's death... e petals were all drooping downwards... sooo sad.. haha... we took a pic together(FINALLY!!)... he was busy as usual, looking for his friends and what not... while lookin at him, i realised we belong to diff worlds and it's hard for both of us to understand each other world... 11.48 and i'm still typing this... i hope things will be more optimistic for mi as i continue to push myself to work, and work harder... as i was tellin my classmate today... even though i wanna go to a poly, i still have to get at least an Ace for my a levels, if not i will be letting myself down.. i went thru much efforts to get into this school and i am gonna get all b and cs or below? no way man!
~mv~
-feelings inside ;
Monday, March 28, 2005
bitter n blue
and the only beat it felt is wen i first saw u
my tears were never ending, my blood was growing thin
life was never real to me but sometime last yr
you spoke to mi in whispered love n that's why ur here
nothing scares me animore ur always in my heart
i felt every breath you took even though we're apart
sometimes i get angry now dat ur there n mi here
but its comfort that i felt as i c our future thru my tears
ppl exclaim at my youth n question my love for u
with a brave smile, i answered, cuz he loves me too
Go on! get over him! that is what they said
but jux for some reason, you jux wont leave my head
i swear to them that i'd try
but all i do is cry
i'm not sure wad it is for u i felt
but whatever it is, it made my heart melt
at nite u feel my mind so much i cry myself to sleep
now thanks to you, my dreams r now for mi to keep
those eyes n smile that made mi sway
r now memories that's datz here to stay
being together, i tot made us strong
but oh boy! i'm so wrong
i wish there was something i could do or say
but i doubt u'd gif mi/consider another dae
u broke my heart n caused mi pain
but one dae, i pray, the pieces of my heart i shall regain"
edith gave this poem to me.. now looking at it.. i guess people always yearn things they cant have.. e.g. equality in love.. new toys? haha.. tml my class will goin CPIB for our learning journey.. hope it's fun and i get to learn something new since it's a LEARNing journey... after that i'm goin to acjc concert.. i feel so darn cheated.. marco told mi it is 3 hrs long and i was like "WHATTT??" imagine 3 hrs of concert sitting by urself..*faints* haiz.. who ask mi to get ticket from him? 自找的。。。nvm.. what is done cant be undone... very tempted to leave at the interval.. since i'm already独来独往。。。
haiz.. feeling very pressurised by the amount of homework piling up in my to-do list.. struggling to keep up desperately and it's really really not easy... blame it on me being so attracted to slackin... now i get what i deserve.. work work work! i cant live life without achieving anything rite?
~mv~
-feelings inside ;
Sunday, March 27, 2005
went to kel's house for dinner and to study chem... she good la.. tell mi tml got chem test and i was like "huh????"... ok lo... now study and see wat kind of yucky grades i get again...
~mv~
-feelings inside ;
Saturday, March 26, 2005
~mv~
-feelings inside ;
Friday, March 25, 2005
~mv~
-feelings inside ;
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
When the door of happiness closes, another opens;but often times we look so long at theclosed door that we don't see the onewhich has been opened for us.
Don't go for looks; they can deceive.Don't go for wealth; even that fades away.Go for someone who makes you smile,because it takes only a smile tomake a dark day seem bright.Find the one that makes your heart smile.
Dream what you want to dream;go where you want to go;be what you want to be,because you have only one lifeand one chance to do all the thingsyou want to do.
May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong,enough sorrow to keep you human, andenough hope to make you happy.
The happiest of people don't necessarilyhave the best of everything;they just make the most ofeverything that comes along their way.
The brightest future will alwaysbe based on a forgotten past;you can't go forward in life untilyou let go of your past failures and heartaches.
When you were born, you were cryingand everyone around you was smiling.Live your life so at the end,you're the one who is smiling and everyonearound you is crying.
got this out of friendster.. thought it was meaningful and wish to share it with friends who are reading this blog... maybe you and i will start appreciating the things around us and not wish for what is beyond us...
a very tiring day... couldn't open my eyes fully for the first few hours in school... mood is kinda stormy... hee~ hmmm... feel like being hugged again.. forgotten the feeling of it.. haha...
should not waste time anymore... live for nearly 18 years but had done nothing significant to remember, to have any good memories...
脑袋一片空白。。。记忆也没有。。。回忆也没有。。。感觉上好像白白活了十八年。。。真是的。。
天天起来要面带着笑容！没有东西是 难的了我！加油！
~mv~
-feelings inside ;
Monday, March 14, 2005
~mv~
-feelings inside ;
Friday, March 04, 2005
haiz... sometimes i wonder why is it i'm always getting news about him from people around him except him.... is it me or is it him?? i wish to know where do i stand in his life but afraid of the truth... so 失败... so 失望...
haiz.. i really wish to cry out loud sometimes but i found no tears... never mind... life still goes on... no matter how many disappointments i face.. sad... disappointed.. but time waits for no one...
haiz... "in the midst of everything... i forgot to cherish what i have... now i realised i'm losing them one by one... no matter what i do to make them stay..."
nice song... but a little sad... :D toni braxton- un-break my heart....
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The nights are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tears I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart
Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me~
~mv~
-feelings inside ;
...YES, ME.
val lim
25 Sep 1987
nutter
earrings! more earrings!
no spiders, liars for me.
...LOVELY ANGELS
ICE ANGEL
tangGuo
yIxIn
dAphaNe
sImIn
jAsminE
yIxUaN
eDith
wEnQi
lil'lulu
...FADED FEELINGS
...KISS AND TELL
i want kimchi!!
...SPILLED OUT
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