SHOPPPING!!! Fun! hehe... now i know why wanjun loves to shop when you have the money and intention to SPEND. it's really, really very shiok... just walk around, found something not bad, try them on, make silly comments then "OKAY!" next shop! heh.
next time, i'm gonna save alot alot of money that is meant for shopping and then go for a shopping spree!! maybe once in usa and another time during x'mas... the feeling of buying presents for others and seeing their smiles when you got them something they like is soooooooooo good. haven done that for a long time, since giving presents kind of lose it's meaning along the way...
lalalala! happy shopping!
-feelings inside ;
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
"if he does not call you back, he's really not into you" your girlfriends couldl almost never say that. and well, you will be depressed if you have that thrown into your face. or continue to be deluded if not told.
the movie "he's just not that into you" is pretty good. my next favorite after "definitely, maybe"it's a real good laugh at the silly antics people do in the dating game and all the misread signs leading to embarrassing yet hilarious situations. heh. the script has a pretty good portrayal of different relationships of totally different type of personality, quite unlike normal chick films with their prince charmings and happily ever afters (which i'm pretty bored of presently)... and AND justin long is shooooooooooooooooooooo cute! heh. worth the while to just ogle and have a good laugh at the same time. =D
i wonder how difficult is it to understand another person completely... is good communication really going to help in that area definitely? what if the person do not want to share at all, what if what was being passed in the communication is never the truth? how can we deal with it?
nothing seems to be going right.....
m&v
-feelings inside ;
Friday, February 27, 2009
she teared and all i could do was to look at her with "helplessness" appearing all over my mind and of course, my face. so so SO helpless.
i don't know how to dish out comfort like it's something i do everyday cause i don't know how it felt like receiving it. i hide in the corner and gloom about the situation until I'm ready to face the world (one of the surest way to get depression, trust me.).
i wonder if i made the right decision at that time, even if with right intention. I'm confused. i don't know if i could make a right judgment about things again. my perception, my thoughts seems to be in a mess right now. too much emotions, too many sides of a story. who do i trust? am i part of a game being played by them?
who can i seek to rant at? who can anyone seek to let out their frustrations and angst? who can anyone seek to really empathize their situation?
but, do we really need that someone? do we need someone else besides ourselves?
ARGH! i dunno anymore! i dunno if i wanna care anymore....... not the time to do so anyway.
m&v
-feelings inside ;
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
another day just went by like that and what was i doing? lazing the day way. hai... i better stop lamenting about things when i have done nothing to improve the situation. i think i really suck at getting myself together to work hard for anything. i guess when you have nothing that you want, you will not be motivated, right? argh. i don't know anymore.
-feelings inside ;
...YES, ME.
val lim
25 Sep 1987
nutter
earrings! more earrings!
no spiders, liars for me.