Just thinking since my head is always in the clouds and with those random thoughts floating around, I might as well jot them down here...
#1
Start loving yourself by loving your own company...
I'm always afraid being alone and never liked taking meals on my own or going out alone... But somehow, this view is changing when I started being alone due to circumstances and I find that I like that peace that comes with being alone with your thoughts and company. It's liberating to entertain no one but yourself, to give thought to what you like and do it. No other variables, no need to swallow your views and you become a better company with your friends cause you're happier and you're you without them having to orchestra their behaviour to make you.
-feelings inside ;
This odd piece don't fit anywhere.
So it runs at its odd odd pace alone.
This odd piece can't fit in.
As fitting in makes it and the others uncomfortable.
But no fear!
Someday, This odd piece will find its odd odd partner to run their odd odd run at their odd odd rhythm!
Because happy endings do exist, even for odd odd pieces!
-feelings inside ;
It's time for my daily shower! Though I'm reallllllllllllllllllly lazy to go through the process, I know I can't stand being dirty more... Thus, I tend to think a lot when going through the motions..
After the trip back to TK today, I'm thinking about how much have I changed since 14 years ago and it doesn't seems much..
I am still who I am, still making my own decisions, still making mistakes and learning to make up for my mistakes. Though being there makes me remember the silly things I have done and the immature mindset I had. I'm glad I had the chance to go through that stage and come to this realization.
It doesn't matter if people tried to influence you or if the situation calls for it, the only person who can make the decision for the next step is yourself. It shouldn't matter and never have to matter if you're labelled a coward or a hero because you made the choice in the first place. The only thing that should matter is that if you wish to have that label define you as you or change it.
Life is too short to blame others, judge others and alter yourself to suit others. Being true to yourself and respecting others is what I believe as the way to live. If having regrets is stopping you from choosing what you want, it will probably help to remember regrets is only a possibility and also a part of growing up.
-feelings inside ;
It's really surreal when you're thinking of him and he starts singing a love song... It's like a love spell that makes you fall in love with him again.
Too bad, he whom I have fallen for is an unreachable idol. Life sure is a class one prankster.
And the song ends with my daydream.
-feelings inside ;
And I realised that as we grow up, we could no longer fit into that small corner and hide from the world.. oh, how I miss that solitude, that comfort and warmth..
-feelings inside ;
val lim
25 Sep 1987
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